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Your Super Junior Lover
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Your Super Junior is... Kyuhyun
He loves you for... your hands
You will have... 5 kids
You will cheat on him with... Eunhyuk
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Writer's Block: Solo traveler

Do you find it very hard to open up to people? Why or why not? What are the benefits and disadvantages of being emotionally guarded?

Yes, I do find it hard to open up to people. I find it hard because I have trusting issues, which is because of my mom, and I would rather not explain why...so I'll just skip to  benifits. The benifits are that you can't get hurt by anyone, and the disadvantage(s) is that you wont be able to truly get close to anyone....

You Shine


Your beauty
radiates off of you
your actions
influences the people around you
inspires them
and sometimes
it gives people hope
i know this for a fact
when im depressed
all i have to do
is look at a picture of you
or watch a video of you
and i'll instantly be happy
smiling head to toe
the way you see things
in this messed up world
in this beautiful world
you see things for what they are
but that can also make you
or anyone depressed
beautiful things in this world
will one day die
whither away
into dust
even though you may be sad about that fact
you cheer up anyway
you act like yourself
listen to gee
dance to songs
goof around
and that's what i love about you
even thgough your sad at times
you don't sulk over it
you just smile
not giving up
and that gives people hope
everytime your on stage singing
even though I can only see you in videos
I can still feel it
that radiating beauty
and your will to never give up
That's why
in my eyes
you always shine
there is nobody else in the world
who is like you
that should make you feel special
because you are

"Ok,so what's the plan?" Heechul asked.

"Oh no no no...YOU can't know, it has to be a suprise for both you ad Hankyung. So you'll find out when it happens."

"Wha-KangIn, just tell him."

"Nope. Now come on Leetuek we have to prepare. Oh, and Heechul?" Kangin asked.

"Yeah?" 'What's that all about? Not telling my anything....tch.'

"Make sure you and Hankyung are in the house at 7 o clock later ok? It's very important that you are."

"Ummm...ok." With that Kangin and Leetuek went to the kitchen and Heechul went to the living room. When they got to the kitchen they started planning for tonight.

"So tonight will be the first step..."Kangin started saying.

When Heechul got to the living room he sat on the couch next to Sungmin. "Hey, what are you watching?"

"Hm? Xman, it's the christmas special, and-"

"No! Let's watch Lion King!!! I'll go get my dvd, be right back!" When he came back he put the DVD in and sat back down.

"Hey,Heechul..ummm..can I ask you something?"


"Do you really like Hankyung? I sort of overheard you guys talking about it. If you do, I wanna help too!"

'This can't be happening. I didn't want everyone to find out!!' "Y'You know? Great...."

"Hyung? What's wrong?"

"I didn't want everone to know..."he said while putting his head between his hands.

~~~~~~~ back in the kitchen~~~~~~

"Hey,Kangin....I think I just heard something from sungmin(kitchen is right next to the living room, so they can hear their conversation easily)....something about him knowing about Heechul and Hankyung. Let's go see, come on."

"Alright...and if Sungmin DOES know, then he could help us out too."

~~~~~~~living room~~~~~~~~~

Right at that momet, Leetuek ad Kangin walked in ad went over to Sungmin.

"So you know?"he asked.

"Yeah,could I help out too?"

"Sure you can. But we were gonna make you anyway, since you know about it."

"Oh....well, that's kinda scary, so i'll just pretend I never heard it. So, what's the plan?"

"Well we'll tell you in the kitchen since it's supposed to be a surprise for both Heechul and Hankyung, Come on, follow us sungmin.  Heechul hyung, sorry I stole your movie person, just gonna have to watch Lion King by yourself." Kangin said.

"aish.....just great....oh yay! It's starting!!!"


"Ok, here's the plan. We'll get Siwon and get him to go into the living room. Then he'll start flirting with Heechul, but not trying to kiss him. Then we'll go get Hankyung and tell him we want him to watch Lion King with us. When we're in the kitchen we'll tell him that we'll be in there in a minute. then when he goes into the living room, Siwon tries to kiss Heechul! It's perfect! Hankyung will get jealous and realize that he likes Heechul too! I'm so proud of myself..."Kangin said.

"Wow...that's..a perfect plan..." said the astounded Leetuek. "Hehe...didn't know you were that smart." and playfully hit him onthe shoulder while smiling.

"Alright, now let's go get siwon" said sungmin.

end of chapter. more to come later!!! ill update asap

Last chance

Last chance
to hold him
kiss him
tell him you love him
befor he returns
for good
you want him to stay
"Chullie...I can't"
your heart breaks
everytime you tell him to stay
he says the same thing
"I can't"
tears roll down your cheeks this time
'Think of all the good memories you've had with him'
thinking to yourself
you do
and your in total bliss
so much of it, that you forget where you are
who's around you
and why you have to think of these memories
but it soon shatters
when he embraces you good bye...
you start to cry again
it all comes back in your face
with a loud, shattering bang
every single memory you two have shared
up untill now...
"good bye Chullie"
you realize that he's crying too
asking him to stay again
knowing it won't work
but he has to say it
"I'm sorry....I can't...take it ayymore Chullie...Goody bye"
with that said he lets go of you
walks out of the room
your hearts hurting so much...
so much pain
it was your last chance
and it didn't work...
because you now remember


sigh...im all depressed cause of the whole hankyung thing going on. ..


As Heechul and Leetuk went to his room, Kangin started getting suspicious. 'Where's Leetuk?' he thought. Then he saw the two of them walking to Heehcul's room. 'Hm..wonder what they're up to. I'll have to ask him about it later.'

"So what was it that you need to tell me?"

"Ok well if I tell you then you have to promise me that you won't tell anyone. And if you want to tell someone, then you have to ask me for permission first. Deal?"

"Deal. So what is it?" 'Could it be that he actaully DOES like Hankyung? That would be good, then Kangin and I wouldn't be the only gay couple in the house.'

"I...like Hankyung...more than I should."


"Yeah. Are you going out with Kangin secretly?"

"How did you know?"

"Pretty obvious...."

"Really? It was that obvious? "

"No, not really. Just to me during dinner time. You looked at Kangin with a pissed expression after he told us what he was laughing about."

"Oh....well you're the only person to know then. "

"I also give you permission to tell Kangin that I like Hankyung. As long as he promises not to go telling anyone."

"Sure. But why are you letting me tell him?"


"Hmph...hehe...so that's why. Smart ass bastard..."


When they both came out of his room Kangin ran up to Leetuk and asked him why he follwed Heechul.

"I'll tell you if you promise to help us and not to tell anyone."

"Fine,fine,so what is it?"

"Heechul needs our help with Hankyung. He likes him, we're going to help him get Hankyung."

"Really?! So then at dinner I was right? Was making the Beijiing fried rice just a way to spend more time with him? hmph...and he doesn't even expect a thing. This'll be fun...*smirk*and I already have a plan..."

"What is it?"

Heechul asked. 'I've never seen him smirk like that befor...I'ma little afraid at what he's got planned...but if it will help me get him, then so be it, I'll do it. '

"Oh, you'll see...hehehe."

Leetuk said.
And Heechul put a thumbs up.

he said with a grin. "You guys can help me get to Hankyung faster."He couldn't help but laugh at what Heechul said.
Leetuk asked.

Chapter 3:Secrets



chapter 2:Dinner


A half an hour after Hankyung started reading his book, he heard Leetuk calling everyone down for dinner. When he went into the kitchen he was suprised to see that everyone was there for dinner. Usually only a few were here for dinner, because sometimes they had a show to film or something else planned. He looked down at the table to see what they were having and saw Beijiing fried rice.

"We're having Beijiing fried rice?"

Hankyung asked. 'Usually I make it...'

"Yeah why? Is something wrong?"

"Well usually I always make it, so I was just suprised."

"Yeah I was too. I was going to have you cook it, like you always do. But then Heechul suddenly came up to me and told me that he would cook it instead."

"Oh." 'Wonder why he wanted to cook it..'


"Hey you! I worked very hard to make this for everyone! Now sit down! Kangin! Where do you think you're going huh?!" 'Jeez...these ungratefull brats....I'm their senior, they should have more respect.'

"Sit down, both of you. I'm talkign to you Kangin and Yesung."

Hankyung sat down next to Yesung, that's where the only seat was available. He was going to sit next to Heechul, but the two seats beside him we taken by Sungmin and Ryeowook. When Heechul saw that they were by him, he kicked Sungmin out of his seat and made him switch with Hankyung.

"Hankyung! Come on, you jerk, sit by me~!"

"Ok, ok fine."

"Hey Hankyung, what do you think?"Heechul asked. 'It probly sucks since I never cook.'

"It's actually pretyy good, considering how you never cook. I'll have to teach you how to properly make it though. If you want to that is."


"Pffft....HAHAHAHAHA.....hehehehehe....oh my GOD.....you guys are...unbelievable!!!!"

"What are you laughing about Kangin hyung?"

"Those two...."

"Those two...? What do you mean?"

"Those two! Heechul and Hankyung!"

"Ya! Ya!Ya! What's so funny about us!"

Heechul demanded. 'There's nothing wrong with us...and besides....we would make the perfect couple too...if Hankyung would just realize it.'

"Heechul, you keep staring at Hankyung! Do you like him or something?"


"What's wrong with that? So what if he likes Hankyung, there's nothing wrong with it."

Leetuk said, staring at Kangin with a face expression that was like 'We're dating(secretly) you idiot. We're both guys, just like those two. you do realize that, right? Or are you stupider than I thought you were?'.

"Oh.." 'Man, I'm stupid..' "Nevermind Heechul...it wasn't funny. Just had a little too much to drink befor dinner...that's all...hahaha...." 'Ok, well that was a lame excuse...'


By now the only ones left at the dinner table were Leetuk,Kangin,Heechul and Hankyung. When Hankyung and Kangin left, Heechul went over to Leetuk.

"Hy, umm...can i talk to you for a minute?"

"Yeah sure. What is it?"

"Let's go to my room, I'll tell you there."


They both started heading twords his room.

He blankly stared at Kangin. He wasn't expecting Kangin to say something like that....
Sungmin asked.
Kangin had been watching Heechul and Hanyung the whole time during dinner. He was just curious, Heechul kept staring at Hankyung that's the only reason why. He started to think that Heechul might like Hankyung(<3~love), so he just started laughing...don't ask me why....there's just something messed up in his head....it's complicating...

He took another bite of the rice and began chewing.
Heechul whined making a pouty face.

Leetuk ordered. Kangin was the first one to sit down. He knew that if he didn't then Leetuk would later on say to him 'No sex for a month!'. He knew that even Leetuk couldn't last that long though....but he wasn't about to push his luck...just in case one day Leetuk meant it...for real.
There was an edge to his voice. " Heechul Hyung cooked it? I'm not eating it then, I might die from it...since he rarely ever cooks....who knows, he could've cooked it the wrong way or poisoned it." Yesung stated.

Leetuk asked while sitting down in his seat.


Chapter 1: Finding Out

Today had been long for Hankyung....Siwon had told him to come with him to his church that day, hoping to convince Hankyung to believe in god....but he hadn't. What a shame for Siwon,evern though he tried his hardest.

'6 hours of my time...all gone...what a shame..'

Hankyung thought. 'Well what should I-'

"Who is it?"

"Heechul..can I come in?" 'Oh my god....why did I have to convince myself that I can actually do this?! There's no way in hell that I can do this!!! '



' Hm? Heechul...? But why does he... ' "Yeah, sure. But why do you sound so worried? "

"Oh...ummm...I-I" Heechul wasn't so sure about this anymore....but he walked in anyway..damn...he stuttered, the one thing he swore he wouldn't do.

"Why are you so nervous that you'r stuttering? You can tell me, whatever it is. I won't get mad and freak out or anything like that. We're friends, right? " he said with a smile tilting his head slightly to the right while doing so. He decided to put down the book that he was going to read, he needed to figure out what was wrong with Heechul.

"W-well...you see, umm...what are you?"

"What do you mean? I'm a human, silly. "

"No! I mean...are you...are you straight....bi...gay...? "

"Oh...OH ok. I'm bi, dont freak out, k?"


"Yeah. I have a feeling though...that's not everything is it...there's more, isn't there?"

"Huh?" ' I can't tell him...not yet...too soon...give it some time...' "Oh, dont worry it's nothing."

"You sure?"

"Positive!" He said with a big grin. ' This is gonna take some time...but it'll be fun...for sure! ' When he walked out of the room Hankyung went back to reading his book.



Don't worry, this isn't the end!!! Thre will definetly be more chapters coming up. This is my first fanfic though, so im a little worried how it had turned out...was it ok,great, horrible? If you have any tips or advice you would like to give me (and maybe some ideas if u wanna) then please tell me! Thanks for reading this! ~ Hanchul 4ever!!! xD

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